~Mikki's Thoughts! DUH I ROCK!~

mikki14 @ 2009-08-17T18:15:00

2009-08-17T22:16:07Z

WOW I haven't been on here in forever!!! how is everyone? I really have nothing to blog right now. lol but yea. check out the website lisa and I made!!!!!

http://fanpires.hostzi.com

Me and Matt

2008-04-17T01:36:23Z

So I'm sure as everyone but jeff knows that I am now.....the dreaded... Single... yes. Since Tuesday April 15th I have been SINGLE! and actually.. i'm ok with that. The first 24 hours of this was hard but I thank you that have been there for me. And i will make it up to you I swear! But what ever. Time goes on and Matt is my past. So Love you all bunches!

love,
~Mikki~

Have You?

2008-04-16T03:02:09Z

Have you ever felt so alone?
Like no one cared?
Nothing to own?

I feel that way,
As I watch you act
Like it was nothing.
Like we never were

I feel that way,
As I watch you hug them
With your adorable smile.
You don’t see the tears
But you know their there.

Have you ever felt like you wasted your time?
Everything you thought was real,
Was just for fun?
Like they never really cared?

I have, I do.
I look at you.
Screaming inside,
Wondering what I did wrong.

Then I see,
Your just as happy with out me.
So now…
All I can do is move on.

Good bye </3

You wont make it

2008-02-26T22:33:07Z

You won't make it.
That's all I hear.
You're a failure is what I get.
I try, is that not enough?
I always thought,
If it's what you want,
and you work for it,
The hard work is all that matters.
You won't make it.
Is what you say
you'll see,
I'll prove you wrong.
Maybe not today,
Maybe not right away,
But someday.
I won't give up
Nor will I fall down.
My grades won't help me,
but neither will you.
I know you say I won't make it,
But trust me,
I will.

mikki14 @ 2008-02-21T23:58:00

2008-02-22T05:03:16Z

you know, the more i think about it the more i realize. the ppl you claim your best friends r the ppl that you know the least about. or even your bf or gf... really how much do you know about them? give me my best friend and i bet i could tell you more about her then she could me... course.. i bet none of you know much about me. i keep to myself alot. this i realize.. and this i'm sorry for.. but look things happen and i supose the lil i do tell does make me sounds like a whore but i promise i'm not. my life is just complicated much like everyone elses but i feel i need to keep it to myself. i get mad at ppl for tellin me everythin cause i have my own problems but what ever. i mean hey ppl need someone to listen so that is me.. the wall flower of it all. and that is not the way i want it to me...but what ever.
~Mikki~
oh and who gave someone the premission or right to give out my number??? not me

Burlington!!!

2008-02-19T02:41:35Z

mk so i'm up here in Burlington, Vermont bored out of my FUCKING mind... and i REALLY miss my boyfriend and friends. grr a whole week at home with my father... who do you think will die first? odds are my daddy. lol JK! my sis will take me away. but omg you ppl.. if you lose contact i will find your houses and kill you with my spork that i must get from jeff! hehe. love ya.
~Mikki~

valentines day...

2008-02-13T22:29:01Z

EW IT's coming again!!!!???!?!? ugh does it ever go away? i hate all the happiness, the hugging and kissing and the "oh i love you!" please... no one loves someone. GUYS DONT LOVE GIRLS!!!!!! they don't know what love it. only the gay ones do. valentines day is just a waste of time and a reason for someone to get a gift. not only just a gift but some imbarressing and others just sickeningly romantic... ew ew ew and double freakin EW!!!!! omg i hate happiness and love!.... um.. i love you mattt?? lol wait he dont have this so me no worry!! YAY!!! lol dont ask. buh bye. oh and jeff. tomarrow i'll talk if you still want to. i've thought about it all since that note so buh bye ppl!!!!

love you all,
~Mikki~

mikki14 @ 2007-08-11T18:32:00

2007-08-11T22:33:18Z

♥In depth personality quiz♥(Pics!)(For girls!)

You are artistic, imaginative, and sensitive. You are often caught daydreaming, although this is when you usually have your best ideas. There may be alot of changes in your life but nothing is too great for you to conquer. You are young at heart. You tend to enjoy all the little things even if they are a bit childish. You also have alot of dreams and ideas. Sometimes you just want to be alone, to think about everythingYour boyfriend doesnt have to be the most hansom or the most clever, he just has to have something special that grabs your attention. You're a very caring and considerate person.Sometimes you think about cheating and if the opertunity arises it's a possibilty that you would welcome it with open arms but then again you might shove it away and dismiss it immediately. It all depends on how much you care about your current partner.You pay attention to details and you are very creative. Your friends love being around you because you are always a blast to hang out with.
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i made this myself. tell me what u think be honest

2007-08-11T20:58:22Z

Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com

dont ask i was bored...still am/....

2007-08-10T14:52:35Z

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]

You kill for revenge.
That is because you have lost something or someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem to get over the loss that marked your soul, and the only solution is to go after the one person who brought all this pain to you. Chances are you are angry inside and you bottle everything up and don't talk to anyone about it. People may want to help, but you think that they can never understand your pain and only get frustrated because of this. But it is important to see all that you have left and be thankful of that even if you have lost something great. It may not be true that Times heals all wounds, but with time and talking about your feelings, maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote:"You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J. Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and teary eyes
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~~Spin The Bottle~~ ~~(Naruto style) (pickeys)~~

You Got Naruto!!^^ you spoun the bottol it slowed and landed on Naruto he blushed a little when it landed on him he walked over kneeled down and kissed you lightly on the lips it was simpal but nice.Dare To Spin Again?
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naruto spin the bottle(gals)

you got NarutoThe bottle stops. Naruto yells "haha take that Sasuke" He runs over to you and starts to kiss you then he's trys to start a make out session and after fighting for a few seconds you give in. He's playing with your hair and you are siting back to enjoy it...WTT:Sasuke:damnShino:...Kisame:no fairKiba:No no no!(me:*gives kiba a hug* it's ok)Itachi:...Gaara:...Naruto:BACK OFF SHES MINE Zabuza:huh?Shikamaru:THIS IS SO TROUBLESOME(ME:It's gona be ok)Asuma:...hoped you liked it message and rate
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Spin the bottle with the Naruto characters

The bottle stops on Naruto, his cheeks turn a light pink. He runs over and tackles you to the floor playfully. Then pins you down and stares into your eyes for a couple second before softly kissing you on the neck and trailing his lips to yours.
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Spin the bottle with the Naruto characters

Which Naruto Guy Do You Get Kissed By And How? (Girls)

Naruto fell laughing on the ground, You tried to help but he pulled you right down with him kissing you warmly while the others were watching! XD
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What Do Boys Like About You? (real answers)

Boys like that you're charming!You have that 'sexy' appeal about you that make boys crazy!You seem to connect w. everyone you meet.MEEEOOORRRWWWW!!! (=^.^=)
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To all i hurt and didnt believe.

2007-08-07T15:54:55Z

I am sorry. you all were right. ray was just using me. he was controlling me. well that all ends today. i'm done. my friends have been there for me even when i treated them like shit. and i'm sorry for all of them. i love you all and i hope you will take me back.. Ray of Sunshine can call in a few years when he loses his virginity and make me listen to it. my love for him is almost gone. he cheated on me with a girl he repeated over and over was nothing to him. for the past 2 days. he has called me her name. " Sammie, cut it out i... i mean mikki cut it out. i love you no one else." he would say. that made me wonder. so i "Accidentlly" wondered onto her myspace page. and found july 28th, 29th, and 30th he had sent comments saying i love you baby..... think of the odds... so yes. it is almost over with him. but he likes to play mind games?? so do i *smirks* think of the fun in this one. lol. yup and i'm happy to say the mikki from school. that takes no shit from anyone. IS BACK. i miss you all. i can not wait till school starts back up. the drama from that was alot easier then the summer i was put through. so my apologies goes to all of you that i haven't been there for. the ones i ditched because my one true love ray told me you weren't real friends. i let him control me for way to long and i was slowly finding my way out of it. but last night when he tried to take my best friend away but keep her as a friend pissed me off. i hope we all can still be friends.
love always,
~Kitten~

mikki14 @ 2007-06-22T15:28:00

2007-06-22T19:31:17Z

"(singing)I've Got My Mind Made Up. And i Wont Go Back, CAuse I want To See My Jesus someday. I've Got My Mind MadeUp. And I Wont Go Back, Cause i want to see my jesus someday. Goodbye World. i stand no longer with you. Goodbye Pleasures of sin, i stand no longer with you. I've Made up MY Mind To Go God's Way The Rest Of My Life, I've Made Up My Mind To Go Gods Way The Rest Of My Life. (speaking) And If you aint feelin that, i pray for ya."

~kitten~

AWWW

2007-06-15T01:42:50Z

she has grown up SOOOO Much!!!!

lol yup and for everyone that doesnt know I HAVE A BF!!!! but we might break up cause of his damn sister.... stupid bitch...i mean what! lol iight no one heard that last part about his sister. love you

love always,
~Kitten~

WOOTT!!!!!!

2007-06-13T18:48:57Z

Calling out around the world
Are you ready for a brand new beat
Summer's here and the time is right
For dancing in the streets
They're dancing in Chicago
Down in New Orleans
In New York City

All we need is music, sweet music
There'll be music everywhere
They'll be swinging, swaying, records playing,
Dancing in the street, oh

It doesn't matter what you wear, just as long as you are there
So come on, every guy, grab a girl, everywhere, around the world
They'll be dancing, dancing in the street

It's an invitation across the nation, a chance for folks to meet
They'll be laughing and singing, music swinging
Dancing in the street

Philadelphia, PA
Baltimore in DC now
Don't forget the motor city
On the streets of Brazil
Back in the USSR
No matter where you are

All we need is music, sweet music
There'll be music everywhere
They'll be swinging, swaying, records playing
Dancing in the street, oh

It doesn't matter what you wear
Just as long as you are there
So come on every guy, grab a girl, everywhere, around the world
They'll be dancing, dancing in the streets

Way down in L.A., everyday
Dancing in the streets
Cross in China too
Me and you
Dancing in the street

Don't you know
They'll be dancing
Dancing in the street (repeat)

ok so this isnt Mikala

2007-06-06T22:27:02Z

so i have this friend that eats her boogers....and he bf doesnt know..... and he kisses her. EW!!!!! but me and my other friends cant tell him because he will say we r just trying to break them up.... and um..... well.... idk should i tell him? or should i just wait till they break up?????

~Mikala's Friend Sara~

How evil i am.

2007-06-04T22:58:08Z

How evil are you?

lol ok so i kinda knew this but....wow i didnt know i was that evil....... lol wow oh well.

~Kitten~

mikki14 @ 2007-05-28T12:32:00

2007-05-28T16:34:35Z

*dances around smiling then sees friends and stops* sadly thats how i am. im all happy then my friend come around and im not happy untill they start craking jokes........ *sigh* w.e......... RUSSIAN TAVAIN MUSIC!!!!!! WOOT!!!! lol *sings to it and dances!!!* WOOOOOOOOTTTTT!!!!!!!
~Kitten~

mikki14 @ 2007-05-27T21:16:00

2007-05-28T01:16:47Z

Cancer - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with

Your negative traits:

Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.

Your ideal partner:

Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!

Your dating style:

Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.

Your seduction style:

Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.

Tips for the future:

Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.

Best color to attract mate: Aqua

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

the truth of it all

2007-05-23T00:33:10Z

so lets say my friend michelle....haha bs yall know its me... idc...i have issues and i dont like the path god as choicen for me after last friday....dont get me wrong i gained someone i would never trade the world for but..... techniqule i didnt..... star did... so anyways. im here waiting for him like i said i would and holding myself up by this one lil strand i have left.... that one lil strand is all that is keeping me from doing somthing stupid.... if it wasn't for the promise i made i would let go of that strand and watch the ppl around me laugh and smile while i fall off that cliff and just go back to being that emo freak i use to me.... im only the girl i am now because my mom made me come out of my dark side... she wanted me to have friends and be known for something...honestly....i couldnt care less if i had friends but the friends i have i will always be there for. but if they caught up and just left me... yes i would be extremly deprest..but there would be nothing i could do so i would just let go of that sstrand and let me be mikala stephanie prouty....not mikki...not kitten....not anybody but the girl i was born to be..... but nobody wants to see that gurl and im afraid of that gurl. my heart is in so many peices because of her... and the one man that promised he would always love me left me. now im trying to start over and get a new man that will love me.... well geez im SINGLE!!! how good do u think im doing??? my best friend is gone and now all i have to turn to is the friends at school that dont know the real me and if i have my way. they never will. i hate hiding myself but i dont wanna face myself again.... no thank you... thats just not a pretty site... but for now i must go and try to figure out what im going to do in my life with out a bf, with out my bff, and without the love and suport i need but am trying to give myself. no i dont want ur pitty and i dont want ur sad looks. all i want is someones love... and i dont want anyone giving my their love unless they really do love me! get it? got it? good plz dont hurt me anymore then i am. my heart can only take so much more.

love always,
~Kitten~

mikki14 @ 2007-05-20T19:19:00

2007-05-20T23:19:46Z

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

mikki14 @ 2007-05-20T19:08:00

2007-05-20T23:08:26Z

You Are a Passionate Kisser

You are the most likely type to kiss a sexy stranger

Your kissing style is unpredictable and free spirited

You could kiss anyone at a drop of a hat

It's all about where your passion leads you

What's Your Kissing Style?

mikki14 @ 2007-05-20T18:47:00

2007-05-20T23:05:13Z

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Your Reputation Is: Maneater

You're the kind of girl all the chicks hate...
And guys are both scared of you yet strangely drawn in.

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem like a huge flirt.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

You Are 68% Open

You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly.
And while sometimes you do catch yourself blabbing on, you usually exhibit restraint.
You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you!

How Open Are You?

CRILD CHEESSEEE!!!!!

2007-05-19T14:59:28Z

YAY I GET A GIRLD CHEESE!!!! FRIENDS ROCK I LOVE THEM ALL!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU ROBIN!
~Kitten~

mikki14 @ 2007-05-19T10:55:00

2007-05-19T14:57:34Z

Your Love Is Represented By a Red Rose

You love passionately and fully, without any reservations.
And while romantic love comes easily for you, you also love many people platonically.
You are a true romantic, and you always can see the best in people.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

lol i think not!

2007-05-19T14:40:01Z

You Should Get A Butterfly Tattoo

Sweet and sassy
For you, tattoos are a thing of beauty - not toughness

What Tattoo Should You Get?